9.4.19

Hi Darbo –

Almost 4 months exactly from your due date. Also, today marks one year at BCW. Such a crazy time in my life. Every day the pressure of what decisions to make feels a little stronger. Clocks tickin motherfucker! I think I’ve settled on the idea of buying a Hyundai Santa Fe, getting an apartment in Brooklyn/NJ for a year and punting the decision on where to live long term. BUT I don’t know if we’ll be able to have mom stay home with you in that situation.

Okay, not going into that again. Got my ass up early this morning and hit the gym for a nice workout – then I came home and did a little mix of a scoop of peanut butter and fresh blueberries, pretty dope. For lunch I got a spinach salad base with Cajun chicken, cooked mushrooms, brussel sprouts, broccoli, kidney beans, a hard-boiled egg, fresh mozzarella and roasted red peppers – topped with red wine vinegar + olive oil and salt and pepper. That’s the heart of my order every day for lunch, changing out meat options here and there and most times if they have it, I add in avocado. Tonight, I think mom and I are going to have steak.

Been thinking about our two-year anniversary a lot. I think going somewhere is off the table. Just too pricey if we’re being honest. BUT I think I might get your mom a nice necklace from Tiffany’s. Something simple and delicate just like she likes. Here’s the one I have my eye on.

That’s pretty much all that’s going on. Mom and I are headed to Evan and Katie’s this weekend for their block party but other than that it’s all about figuring out wtf we’re gonna do.

Until tomorrow little one.

Love you big time,

Dad