11.27.19

My little bubble in the wind –

I will always be there, to keep you up in the air. And I’m here now and I will be forever. Mom and I have been struggling to communicate lately. I’m not concise enough and I think I’m losing her complete faith in me. It’s a scary moment but I hope it passes. I’ll always be honest with you little one.

Today I’m working from home, so I was able to get some stuff done, like calling about extending our apartment lease for 3 months. I also did some laundry and I’m gonna shuffle some stuff around the apartment before mom gets home.

I’m in a real funk the past few weeks. I don’t want to head into fatherhood in this head space. Lot of pressure, a lot of decisions and time is running out. You’re going to be here so soon! I don’t know why but it feels like once you’re here, the buzzer will sound. Even though that’s just the beginning. Crazy how life is.

Tomorrow is Thanksgiving, Friday we’re trading our car in for the new one and making Thanksgiving dinner for Grandma and Aunt Lisa. Saturday I need to go to my mom and dad’s to drop off our air conditioners and then Sunday is mom’s baby shower. Jam-packed weekend.

Love you big time,

Dad