10.28.19

Hi baby :)

I’ve decided that Jesus Is King is a good album. My favorite Kanye album since Yeezus if we’re being honest. Feels SO good. Like I know it’s all about God and Jesus and that’s cool but I’m in it for the vibe and this vibe knocks it out of the fucking park. God Is into Hands On into Use This Gospel is an awesome mini lineup within the album. The Kenny G part on Use This Gospel fucks.

I think I gotta focus on being less angry. I feel like I’m turning into a grump in all facets of my life and it’s kinda scaring me. I’m an angry guy at work more than ever. BUT I gotta say, I’ve been dealing with some real dopes lately and it’s even been acknowledged by some peeps I work with. Either way, change comes from within and I gotta do a better job of managing my emotions and fix my face as they say.

I just got a flu shot so I’m pretty sure I’m the greatest dad of all time. You’re welcome.

Mom and I went through our registries this morning and whittled down to the stuff we need/want. I hope you’re an easy baby. I’m also almost 100% now that you’re a boy so I will be shocked if you end up being a girl lol. As of today, mom and I have basically decided that we’re moving to Georgia. Life is going to change so much; my brain can’t comprehend it.

I had something on my mind this weekend that I was like “I gotta tell Darby about this”. I think it was like a life lesson not necessarily something that happened. I want you to find value in who you are, not what you do for a living or possessions you own. Inner peace and confidence are so important. Searching in life is important and wanting more is only natural, but I don’t want you to be a wanderer filling in holes of happiness with fleeting moments. I hope mom and I do a good job of building you up and providing you with a good foundation. We have SO much love to give. I can’t wait to make you laugh and to smell you and feel you. I get emotional just thinking about you. This will probably sound so corny by the time you actually get to read it haha.

Grandma’s cousin Hughie passed away at the end of last week. I didn’t know him well but to hear people talk about him, it sounds like he was a really great guy. Makes me think about my lifeline and how people will think of me and what I can pass on to you.

Okay my love, and stop me if you’ve heard this one before, but I have to run to a meeting.

Love you big time,

Dad