2.1.20

Baby girl -

How the hell are ya? It’s Saturday and we just ate dinner a little while ago and watched a comedy special from a dude named Ronny Chieng, really funny stuff. Today’s been a little up a little down. Started out pretty slow getting the apartment cleaned up. Then Joe and Michelle came by to meet you which was nice. They brought you a few outfits and some diapers which we’re grateful for. After they left I got in a bit of a funk. Being a dad is still new to me and it kinda hit me in that moment when we were trying to decide what we were going to eat for dinner. I’m not sure why today for that meal it made me realize it, but now that you’re here mom and I can’t just up and go wherever we want or do whatever we want. I obviously knew that but it’s different when it’s taking place and you feel kind of trapped. Now I don’t want you to get the wrong idea. I love love love you and I’m over the moon about welcoming you into our life. But it’s definitely going to be an adjustment period. I’m an only child so for most of my life I’ve done pretty much whatever I wanted. I’ll keep filling you in on how all this stuff feels so you can have a sense of what to expect.

Up top there is a funny photo of you sleeping on mom with your little butt sticking out and here are a few pics of us from yesterday/today. Tomorrow is Super Bowl Sunday and grandma and grandpa are coming over for a bit to see you. I think I want to try to get out in the morning to pick up stuff to make a buffalo chicken dip.

Look at that frickin nose! Not sure where you got it, but I love it.

Love you big time,

Dad